During ceremony in 2017, I had a clear vision of a Deer Woman with 3 sacred medicines… peyote, tobacco, and corn. It stayed in my minds eye for a long time. Almost obsessively. Intuitively I knew I had to paint her. I recall this one being a bit of a process… she wouldn’t allow me to finish her and I remember being so frustrated. I understood that I needed to spend more time understanding tobacco medicine. For months I used it in many offerings and prayed with it coming to develop more of a relationship with this medicine. When I picked up my canvas again, it flowed with ease and I was able to finally complete the spirit of this painting. Smooth, stylish, and totally you—this matte hardcover journal is ready for your daily thoughts, sketches, or wild plans. 150 lined pages, tearable sheets, and a bold cover that pops. • Matte laminated front and back cover • Dimensions: 5.75″ × 8″ (14.6 cm × 20.3 cm) • 150 lined pages (75 sheets) • Perforated pages for easy tear-out • Casewrap binding with a flexible sewn spine • Blank product sourced and fulfilled in the US This product is made especially for you as soon as you place an order, which is why it takes us a bit longer to deliver it to you. Making products on demand instead of in bulk helps reduce overproduction, so thank you for making thoughtful purchasing decisions!